Stuck

I wish I could tell you how much this means to me. I wish I could tell you how wasting time drives me crazy. I wish I could tell you that I will never be as ______ as her. I wish I could tell you that if you're happy I'm happy. I wish I could tell you that I want to cry. I wish I could tell you to hold me and make me believe for this moment that everything is going to be okay. I wish I could tell you to take a chance. I wish I could tell you that we are all playing the same game. I wish I could tell you that I feel inferior. I wish I could tell you to wait for me. I wish I could tell you that I appreciate it, but you will never understand. I wish I could tell you... but I can't.